Another 16 Days

This is my calender since Mr. BF is away on holiday. Full of crosses to mark his absence.

16 more days!

I Got Appraisal Syndrome

Christmas Lunch @ Victoria Station

Bless my boss for the will to empty his pocket to buy lunch for us in the luxurious Victoria Station!

Me and Sabrina. Please note my new hair, I cut it short so no more complaint from Mr.BF that my hair make his face itchy when we kiss.

This is my good friend Evon

My department

It is nice to be cramped in together in this cabin

Thank you so much Mr. Boss, hope next year will be in the nicer place.

xx

Loneliness is a body without soul

Last 19th December Mr.BF went back to South Africa to celebrate Christmas with his family. I am so happy as he got to spend time with them. I know that absence make the heart grows fonder but I couldn't escape from feeling lonely and crazily missing him. Anyway, to make useful of this time that I am alone, I am booked with few projects (that I created myself) which is do a make over on the house. I'm talking about major make over. I hope he will like it when he come back.

Anyway, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Hope Santa be nice to you all and make your dreams come true. As for me, I think I am being naughty a lot this year, so I keep my finger cross for my dreams.

 P/s: I found this new website about all English Idioms. Love it. Have a look here.

New Painting for Mr BF

City Anonymous

In the city, 

I walked pass you, 

I wonder what is the story, 

I wonder if it's really true.

Do you even know me, 

Do you even care,

Again if you meet me,

Will you be there.

In the city,

We just a walking soul,

Is it better to have identity?

Will it make us whole?

In the City,

I don't even know your name,

What a pity,

I guess we are all the same.

Fashion Book - Office Look 27.12.10

Woman, Hold Your Chin Up High!

I watched the First Wives Club the other night, story about three women that being left by the husbands for younger women. It is hilarious but then the message that they try to send to people is noble.
Woman born with few things "advance" than man, we blessed with two assets compare to man, we live longer than man, we experience childbirth, multiple orgasms etc etc etc. But once we being dumped by "the Man", we become self-loathing, we stop feeling good, we blame ourselves! For what? Are they going to come back to us when we demoting ourselves like that?

I have lots of divorce cases in my family, I myself is a divorcee. I understand feeling useless and lonely. Few times I feel like taking revenge, and there are times that I threw my pride and dignity in self hatred to show how miserable I am so that they learned a lesson. But believe me, the universe doesn't work out that way.
There's nothing you can gain by crying and blaming yourself. Instead, make yourself happy. Happiness is just the state of mind. You don't need other people to make you happy. If working make you happy, be career oriented, if dressing up, looking good, feeling sexy make you feel happy, then go out, meet people, talk about your problems and how you handling it. As soon as you can remember, the people that put you in this wrecked situation will regret it. But You, you gain respect, you are happy and for most you are BETTER.

Office look - 13.12.2010

Things that mr bf writes when he walks.

Dear Damia, What are you drawing today.Dhia, loves Auntie Noum Sor. She is a good girl that always eats all her food. Her older sister, Damia, always look after her. She objects about the the "older" as she is very sensitive about her age.

Sent from my iPhone

Fashion Book - Office Look 10.12.2010

Fashion Book - Office Look - 09.12.2010

Lunch

fashion book - office look - 08.12.2010

Wednesday - 08.12.2010

Drinking hot tea and listening to Lenka while in indulging in my works.

I (Who Have Nothing)

I don't know how to swim, but I will paddle to you,

I don't know how to play squash, but I will watch every game of you,

I don't know most of the human biology or even world geography,

But I will read if it means to get to know you.

"I, I who have nothing 
I, I who have no one 
Adore you and want you so 
I'm just a no one, with nothing to give you but...
I love you"

-Shirley Bassey - I Who Have Nothing-

fashion book - office look - 06.12.2010

Monday 06.12.2010

top : SODA

pants : PADINI Work

shoes : no brand platform

shawl : No brand Pashmina

fashion book - office look - 12.11.2010

I always want to start a fashion book, but couldn't find time for it. It just my scribbles on what I'm wearing on daily basis. So here it is.

Cravings : Macarons

Lately I am craving for macarons - the French wonders! they said it more sweeter than Turkish Delights. Hmm macarons...macarons ... macarons....

p/s : Mr Boyfriend - they have macarons in Empire Gallery - Red Velvet @ Whisks

Book to read this week

for him and for her

Interview food!

My Curtain Call

It is not that I "WANT" it, it is just that I want to "DESERVE' it.

When your outfit is boring, put on boots

Zorro Is Coming to Town!

Alejandro: Do you surrender?

Elena: Never, but I may scream.

Alejandro: I understand. Sometimes I have that effect.

won second runner up for the best costume.

Penang Random

Follow Mr. BF for his business trip last week in Penang Island, snap few pictures for you guys.

this in front of the Chinese Opera Stage

the hotel that we stayed

this is the mansion of one Chinese guy, we missed the 11.00am tour, hope can make it in December during the Jazz fest.

on the ferry

the ferry next to us, love the color

sea view in front of the Fort.

moi

hard to see this kind of parking meter in KL anymore.

from the room

the hotel swimming pool. roof top!

All these commotions, because..

we are making our own sausages!

Hey Boyfriend!

come back early tomorrow yeah.

What to Do When Your Boyfriend Is Sulking

a. Ignore him

b. Keep on talking on topic that his best interest until he open his mouth and talk to you back

c.Buy him beers

d.kiss him and look at his eyes then tell him with big eyes blinking "my baby...."

or

sigh..... 

(note to myself : if small children then maybe look cute sulking, but adult? maybe next time should buy rubber band and tie around that mouth)

p/s : you know i love you.

The Advantages of having a Boyriend

you can ask them to paint your nails.

Missing In Action

No, I am not being abducted by alien. Just busy working on this.

new painting to come!

Thanks to YOU!

I am sick to my feet these two days. Having diarrhea and maybe some sort of food poisoning. 

Today, I am a bit okay. So tomorrow, can go to work. All thanks to MY MR.BF

p/s: you know I love you.

for you. Dido - Thank You

Cheese can make your BREAST smelly

The Situation
This morning, I packed up a slice of cheese to eat at work. In the car, I showed it to Mr. Bf. Then he said, "Do you know that cheese can make your BREAST smelly?"
I was astounded, then I asked, "How do you know? Can you smell it?"
He gave me a very strange look. Then he asked, "Did you eat it already?"
I said no.

How My Mind Works
I quiet then, and have a deep thinking. I was try to recall any event that my breast might be smelly (I love cheese!). And being me, I will always try to reason with anything. Then my mind give me this explanation that maybe because cheese is made from milk, and breast also produce milk, so these two don't match up, thats why if you eat cheese, your breast might be smelly.

Truth Kick Off (Finally)
After about 5 minutes of deep thought, my sanity finally kicks in and I asked MR.BF again. "Are you sure that  Cheese can make BREAST smelly?"
He said, "WHAT?"
and it turns out that he was talking about BREATH!!!

my hearing is deteriorating by days....goodness!

I'll Be Your Fantasy (only if you pass the age limit!)

Annual Dinner is coming. Theme: Wild Wild West.

I'll Be your Lady Zorro

or maybe this. hmmmmm

we'll see.

What In the Freaking Hell

Here is what happened during my M.I.A from this blog. (even only in few days)

I don't know what you guys normally call this bruise that just accidentally there but in Malay culture we call it GHOST BITE. Is it because of HALLOWEEN. hua hua hua hua..

First day in the office after my Raya Holiday, my Boss gave me hamper. Thanks Boss

and last but not least, I change my hairstyle! please don't mistaken it with wanton noodles okay.

Thank You.