Monday, May 31, 2010

:: good thinking ::

Hunger pains and frustration
more work to do, this is life
through sweat and tears
we will earn our daily bread

longing, sadness and guilt
hoping for a better tomorrow
but then there is Azwana


I Hate Monday

i try to clear up my mailbox today when i found box of email that i ever sent to Mr.BF, would like to share with you guys.

17.08.2009 @ 1.48pm

Oh baby….
I don’t know why I feel so down today. Everything seems so wrong.

1.I have a bad hair day.
2.My bra seems so big and I keep on adjusting it, pants feel so tight I cant breath, shirt seems so low I keep on checking whether my breast are exposed (since my bra so big I can see my breast)
5.I just had the fried rice and because im so hungry I eat it quickly while its hot. So it burns my tongue now it feels numb.
6.The computer is so slow.
7.the printer cant print
8.I cant find two files already, I don’t remember where I put it I know it here it just that I cant remember where the hell they are
9.Because I have seafood fried rice now all my face feel itchy…somehow...Dont remember I have eczema or any face allergy, but think my face somehow swollen now.
10.On top of everything, I miss u like crazy I don’t know why.

So that’s about it…..ahhhhhhhhhhh I hate feeling down especially on Monday. Now I feel like Garfield.

She shyly looks his way,
so very beautiful in every way,
A vision of an Angel bound to earth this day,
poets have Written of true beauty in so many ways,
but yours writes It’s self upon my heart and soul today,
the room so full of People with so many things to say,
just seem to fade away,
Just a boy and his girl are left with things to say,
the most Important ones in a life to say,
both holding a token from The other,
a single leaf given with all their hearts this day,
in Perfect time these words they say,
Ek is Lief Vir jou…

Andrew mark Wilkinson

Sunday, May 23, 2010

new painting

Stellenbosch Mountain


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

+ 1st Year Anniversary +

Anniversary note.


Back in last year, I know you. i saw you before, during several function we had, but then again I dont know you, I know your name of course as its the one and only here. And we have several (one sentence) conversation in the elevator before but still I dont know you. But last year, when you sat in front of me, in my group, i knew it.

People might say lots of things about me and you. Maybe lots of bad things about me compare to you affecting me. But you know me as well as i know you. We dont need other people's judgement on each other. They dont see what we see in each other. And they dont know what we capable of doing when we are one. But then again, somehow, the heart cant resist the temptation to get effected by what people around us says. Ending us sometimes in fight. even we know that we are comitted but heart works in a very funny ways. It makes us jealous, or hurt when actually the brain knows that we shouldnt. That is the flaw that we call human.

Today, after a year, i am glad that i have a journey of life with you at my side. someone i can talk to, someone i can share with, someone who laugh with me not at me, someone who never scared to take my hands even when i fall and the fall might include you and someone who love me back.

For the one and only person that i will never regret to be with
For the one person that i have lots of respect and will remember
For the one person that i proud to call my man
For YOU.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”