Another 16 Days

This is my calender since Mr. BF is away on holiday. Full of crosses to mark his absence.

16 more days!

I Got Appraisal Syndrome

Christmas Lunch @ Victoria Station

Bless my boss for the will to empty his pocket to buy lunch for us in the luxurious Victoria Station!

Me and Sabrina. Please note my new hair, I cut it short so no more complaint from Mr.BF that my hair make his face itchy when we kiss.

This is my good friend Evon

My department

It is nice to be cramped in together in this cabin

Thank you so much Mr. Boss, hope next year will be in the nicer place.

xx

Loneliness is a body without soul

Last 19th December Mr.BF went back to South Africa to celebrate Christmas with his family. I am so happy as he got to spend time with them. I know that absence make the heart grows fonder but I couldn't escape from feeling lonely and crazily missing him. Anyway, to make useful of this time that I am alone, I am booked with few projects (that I created myself) which is do a make over on the house. I'm talking about major make over. I hope he will like it when he come back.

Anyway, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Hope Santa be nice to you all and make your dreams come true. As for me, I think I am being naughty a lot this year, so I keep my finger cross for my dreams.

 P/s: I found this new website about all English Idioms. Love it. Have a look here.

New Painting for Mr BF

City Anonymous

In the city, 

I walked pass you, 

I wonder what is the story, 

I wonder if it's really true.

Do you even know me, 

Do you even care,

Again if you meet me,

Will you be there.

In the city,

We just a walking soul,

Is it better to have identity?

Will it make us whole?

In the City,

I don't even know your name,

What a pity,

I guess we are all the same.

Fashion Book - Office Look 27.12.10

Woman, Hold Your Chin Up High!

I watched the First Wives Club the other night, story about three women that being left by the husbands for younger women. It is hilarious but then the message that they try to send to people is noble.
Woman born with few things "advance" than man, we blessed with two assets compare to man, we live longer than man, we experience childbirth, multiple orgasms etc etc etc. But once we being dumped by "the Man", we become self-loathing, we stop feeling good, we blame ourselves! For what? Are they going to come back to us when we demoting ourselves like that?

I have lots of divorce cases in my family, I myself is a divorcee. I understand feeling useless and lonely. Few times I feel like taking revenge, and there are times that I threw my pride and dignity in self hatred to show how miserable I am so that they learned a lesson. But believe me, the universe doesn't work out that way.
There's nothing you can gain by crying and blaming yourself. Instead, make yourself happy. Happiness is just the state of mind. You don't need other people to make you happy. If working make you happy, be career oriented, if dressing up, looking good, feeling sexy make you feel happy, then go out, meet people, talk about your problems and how you handling it. As soon as you can remember, the people that put you in this wrecked situation will regret it. But You, you gain respect, you are happy and for most you are BETTER.

Office look - 13.12.2010

Things that mr bf writes when he walks.

Dear Damia, What are you drawing today.Dhia, loves Auntie Noum Sor. She is a good girl that always eats all her food. Her older sister, Damia, always look after her. She objects about the the "older" as she is very sensitive about her age.

Sent from my iPhone

Fashion Book - Office Look 10.12.2010

Fashion Book - Office Look - 09.12.2010

Lunch

fashion book - office look - 08.12.2010

Wednesday - 08.12.2010

Drinking hot tea and listening to Lenka while in indulging in my works.

I (Who Have Nothing)

I don't know how to swim, but I will paddle to you,

I don't know how to play squash, but I will watch every game of you,

I don't know most of the human biology or even world geography,

But I will read if it means to get to know you.

"I, I who have nothing 
I, I who have no one 
Adore you and want you so 
I'm just a no one, with nothing to give you but...
I love you"

-Shirley Bassey - I Who Have Nothing-

fashion book - office look - 06.12.2010

Monday 06.12.2010

top : SODA

pants : PADINI Work

shoes : no brand platform

shawl : No brand Pashmina

fashion book - office look - 12.11.2010

I always want to start a fashion book, but couldn't find time for it. It just my scribbles on what I'm wearing on daily basis. So here it is.

Cravings : Macarons

Lately I am craving for macarons - the French wonders! they said it more sweeter than Turkish Delights. Hmm macarons...macarons ... macarons....

p/s : Mr Boyfriend - they have macarons in Empire Gallery - Red Velvet @ Whisks

Book to read this week

for him and for her

Interview food!