This Is Love..

Your boyfriend make breakfast for your birthday.

With Heartshape tomato ketchup somemore!

A Very "Happy" Birthday

I was supposed to update you guys on the birthday topic but then i fell sick to the core weeks after that, alas better late than never right! I can say that my birthday this year is well presented by Mr.Bf in a thoughtful way. What ever Lola wants Lola gets! To all friends (and foes) that did remember, thanks millions! and hope you guys have a nice day!

 Roses from Mr. Bf

He also gave me matching flower to wear to mark me as birthday girl!  

(confound those who found it OTT, lol)

With my besties that did the honor to dance with moi

P/s: Thanks Nuffnang for 4 free movie tickets! We watched Johnny English! Freaken hilarious!

My Birthday is on 26th this Month...

Purpose of having this title is to ask you people to prepare for my birthday present! Compulsory. 

Mr.Bf asked me that day what I want for my birthday, actually I like if he can surprise me a bit but you know guys and gift, they don't get along! So its better that I tell him what I want. Does it make me vain? Yes for sure but i rather be vain that be fake.

So Mr.Bf take notes okay! 

First of all I want flowers. Roses specifically. Not necessarily have to be extravagant, one is also okay as long as it is from you.

Then I want this out fit, the whole of it. Take notes on the details (button white shirt, fitted blue jeans, red stilettos) 

Then I want to have steak. (romantic dinner), because you want it to be close to our house so I chose Tony Roma's.

So, that's about it. We'll see whether he take notes when I blog about it later. Lol!

Note: I am serious about you guys giving me gift.

Birthday Issues!!!!!

"Me And My Heart We Got Issues,

Don't Know If I Should Hate You Or Miss You,

Damn I Wish That I Could Resist You

Can't Decide If I Should Slap You Or Kiss You..."

Mr boyfriend asks me today what do i want for my birthday. I would jump to the ceiling if anyone ever asked me about it ten years back when i were 17, now when i reached 27, birthday is like pretty normal, i don't feel the excitement anymore. kind of scary though, thinking that now i am 27, and there are so much things that i haven't do. and the clock is ticking...tick tick tick...goodness creepy.

Had conversation last night with my eldest daughter, sharp at 1200a.m i told her, "its my birthday! Gimme a hug and sing me a song!" and she said, " i did that already on mother's day, how many times you want to be celebrated?!!", i almost choke to death hearing that! But true, there are too many celebration nowadays and birthday is like pretty lame. (sadly.....).So, before i fell asleep last night, quietly closed my eyes wish that i will return to the time where birthday is so grand and everyone make it an important day for you. Hmmm how i wish.

This morning, i texted Mr.Boyfriend again and said i figured out what i want. I think rather than waiting for him to surprise me with his SURPRISED (that i am sure going to really surprise me), i just tell him what i want and be happy. Safe the arguments, dissapointments and MOST importantly, i get what i want.

Now that half of the day is passed, sitting in the office, on my birthday, i silently thank GOD, for all the things that i have been through all my life, through thick and thin, some shits some golds, it roughen me up, shapes me to a better angle. And even i think i haven't do anything and i am 27 at this moment, i think i can be proud of myself, i have two daughters, beautiful and smart, i can say "no" to people now without feeling guilty about it (if you are me, you know how hard it is to do), and i found the man that i can truly love without wanting to cheat on him. (thanks Mr.Boyfriend), so my birthday, for 27 years I've been here, there are lots of words i can describe it, but LAME is not one of it.